[05 Jan 2010|12:16pm] sssexcells fitting through things in my specialty post comment

[04 Jan 2010|09:28am] chemicalpinkx Hm. I guess when I am happy I am not very deep. I could recount tales of our everyday life here, but why bother when no one uses lj anymore. I only maintain this because otherwise I would feel some sort of guilt for having abandoned something that once meant so much to me. When it snows here, it is a beautiful thing. Cozy warm inside with my daughter and the soft white pixels outside stick to the calm scenery. The world literally seems to slow down and I can enjoy my coffee outside. The snow seems to take some of the sting out of the cold- don't ask me how it does that- but it's so much better when the sky finally lets itself go. One week until classes start. I'm psyched to take art appreciation and also the theory and technique of interior design. A couple other lame classes as well, but this will be the first semester in a while since I've had on-campus classes. I hope I don't get shot or something, seems to be an eerily common happenstance here :/ Against my better judgment, I wish to eat a burrito right now. post comment

going going back back to cali cali [03 Jan 2010|12:15pm] sssexcells just bought another one way ticket to cali. san franny this time. also, i quit my job a couple weeks ago. well, because it ate ass. hopefully, these new adventures will lead me to something exciting. for the first few months i'll be making money, probably doing nothing really interesting. i'm still contemplating on weather or not i should bring my lappy. i'm thinkin ya, because i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeed music. speaking of music, i got my ukulele and have been playing it so much. i adore it! i can't wait to start making money and traveling more. i'm glad i have a free place to stay for a little bit while i'm working on a marijuana farm. maybe when we're bored we'll just take off our clothes on chatroulette. i really, really, really, hope i get to see jasmine and cobi when i'm out there. i miss them so fucking much! but i know i'm going to miss home and my friends, once again. and i don't have any clue how i'm going to leave without candace, it already kills me to think about how much i will miss her, but it won't be for long. promise! this month is going to fly by, i can feel it in me. i hope yous guys had a good new years. that shit was off the chain! 2 comments|post comment

[29 Dec 2009|05:28pm] _stethoscope My friend's landlord gave him this card. Cookin' derishious Korean foods. Deonte and Brandon. Cooking more derishious Korean foods. Daytona Panxx Totally Awesome Party Squad. 5 comments|post comment

[27 Dec 2009|06:05pm] _shine_brighter Restricted number... should have known it would be her voice on the phone. I've covered a lot of distance between there and here without going anywhere. Every time she solidifies in my reality, I find myself right back at the beginning. Standing in the shower of her icy stare. Those brown eyes used to hold such warmth, they were my mothers eyes. The eyes that used to sit so perfectly placed in my mothers face. I remember a time when her her voice was my perfect melody. Now It's the sound of locked doors slamming shut, leaving you out in the cold. It's the embalmed and painted body of your grandmother being laid down for her final rest. The duality of that sound is my undoing and redoing. I can not hate my mother, my mother isn't here to hate. post comment

[26 Dec 2009|03:10pm] _shine_brighter I do not wear snap clips on my forehead. post comment

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